FallingDeathUponTheGround

BITCHES!!!

2005-03-20T16:39:00.000-08:00

I'm a bitch i get class,
mess with me i'll kick your ass.
For all you preps,
that think your cool.
Just remember,
bitches rule.

ack...love?

2005-03-20T16:25:00.000-08:00

I LOVE:
JENNI, JENN, JESS, JORDY, AARON, JEFF, BLAZE, STEVIEKINZ, MATT, ALYSSA, TOM, ANDY, KEA, i can't think right now...so if i forgot you then tough...and tell me later

NOT FAIR!!

2005-03-20T16:09:00.000-08:00

I'm not as smart as jenni, so i cna't get all that cool shit and funnie ass stuff on mine >.< that proves i'm dumber then her....

Am I That Dumb?!?!?!^.^ ^_^ ^-^ i'm innocent

2005-03-20T15:18:00.000-08:00

I'm so dumb, i'm dumb enough to be...ummm....uhh....ehh...a dumb person? i cna't even think how dumb i am, jeewillickerz, i'm dumb enough to be a dumb person, interesting, oh so interesting, anywho0o0o0, you know you want me, well the people that know em ne wayz, jeezzz i'm saying this on the web and people might think i talking to them *bites the remains of her known growing nails* ack..my nails are black tho..I'M GUNNA GET BLACK NAIL POLISH IN MUH TEETH OR MOUTH....eeek!!!i'm so scared now, help me god, no j/k i ain't that dumb, well maybe i am, but that's none of your business...^.^ ^-^ ^_^ you know i'm always innocent? i'm a good girl, good good girl, i've never done ne thing bad, always good, my grades they, fs, i skip school to play with my band The Suicidal Thillin Killers, see look i'm a very good girl, i've never done anything bad never will. Smile, it makes your butt tingle ^_^ *butt tingles*

Things To Do At The Mall

2005-03-20T14:58:00.000-08:00

~Run around screaming "Nudest, Nudest, Nudest" then watch what people do.
~Go in Victorea Secrest, put on a bra and thong over your clothes and walk around.
~Go into a plant shop, take off your clothes and put plants over your "parts" and walk around like your Adam or Eve.
~Scream "I'm Coming Mommy, I'm Coming" and start running in a circle.
~Run around in a circle with someone in the middle, see what they would do.
~Scream "Fuck You" really loud.

ack..i don't wanna be thinking and typing all the damn time so i shush..and if you wanna know more then well...then...comment? i unno

Picture

2005-03-20T14:57:00.000-08:00

I'll draw you a picture,
I'll draw it with a twist.
I'll draw it with a razor,
I'll draw it on my wrist.

I can feel the blood,
Running down my arm.
It actually feels,
Nice and warm.

Go home now.
Please don't cry.
I don't want you to be here,
When I die.

^.^ i'm dumb leave me alone ^.^

Shout Outs (i stole it from jenni)

2005-03-20T12:57:00.000-08:00

Jenni-i love you so much and you'll always be in my heart and you my best friend and always will be, you shexay bitch you, shushh i'm ugly too!!!
Jess-i love you i lied when i said i was over you, i was only over you just a little, but now i'm inlove with you again >.< my heart just won't let you go.
Matt-hey i like you ^.^ i like to many people, but i like you ^.^ more then a friend
Aaron-i like you more then a friend, just a little tho, and you already know >.< i don't wanna hurt jenni tho, so i guess she can have you >.< i don't wanna hurt her like i did before
Jeff- i loved you once, i can never love you again, only as a friend, well at least i think i cna never love you again, i kno you don't and never will love me again >.< heart broken once again but it's ok, i understand it all, like always
Alyssa- i love ya sissy you always there and me always there for you
Jenn- i love yas so much and this is my blog numnut even tho you didn't know what it was in the first place
Andy- i like you >.< i admitted it, i like you >.<
Steviekinz- you big teddy bear you lop, j/k me loves yas and ya shoes
Blaze-i love yas hehehe but not that way dork ^.^ raWr hehehe
ack...if i forgot you sorry but i'm getting tired of writing so when i see who i forgot i'll write some more...

Lyrics

2005-03-20T12:28:00.000-08:00

Shoots And Ladders-Korn
Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoonfed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

One, two, buckle my shoe
Three, four, shut the door
Five, six, pick up sticks
Seven, eight, lay them straight

London bridges falling down, falling down, falling down
London bridges falling down, my fair lady

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoonfed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home
. . . this old man came

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home
. . . this old man came

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home
. . . this old man came,

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home
. . . this old man came,
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!

Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!
Baa baa black sheep have you any wool
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!
Baa baa black sheep have you any wool
Mary had a little lamb!
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full

Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoonfed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a

Words Can't Express

2005-03-20T12:15:00.000-08:00

I was sitting here thinking
of the words i want to say
but they wouldn't come out right
so i found another way
i got a piece of paper
and i wrote this poem for you
but there's no way to thank you
for everything you do
for always being nice to me
and staying by my side
for helping fix my problems
and never leaving me behind
for accepting my thoughts and feelings
though you dont understand
for never giving up on me
and being my best friend
for making me laugh
and letting me cry
and saying you'd miss me
if i were to die
everything you mean to me
you could never know
in all the ways you've changed my life
i could never show
the way you take care of me
you're my shining star
and though it's so incredible
that's just the way you are
before i get too mushy
it's time for me to go
but before i leave this ink-filled page
there's one thing you should know
as long as we are living
no matter when or where
if you need me, i'll be there
I'll climb a thousand mountains
and swim a thousand seas
anything to be there
because you've been there for me
FOR YOU JENNI, YOU SHEXAY GIRL YOU....j/k but you ares shexay i can admit that

Lyrics

2005-03-20T11:37:00.000-08:00

I Won't See You Tonight Part 1-Avenged SevenFold

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and (loved) most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

It all built up, inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight.
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight

I Won't See You Tonight Part 2-Avenged SevenFold

Come back to me, this is unconceivable
Breaking apart the ones you love
Hate runs deep for what you've done to us
Left alone through suicide...suicide

I just want to die, take away my life
lay by your side, please:.

Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare
No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend.
He's gone. Nothing will take back time.
I need him back, but nothing will take back time.
(take back time)

I can see just fine, you in my life,
there by my side as it starts to fade
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
a nightmare full of sorrow
Nightmare - full of pain

I look back and see the twisted road
Best friends and despair took its toll
Take away

You can't be replaced
I'm left alone with you
in spirit and the words
you wrote to me

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me, I cared for
and most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me
or cry while I'm away

Lyrics

2005-03-20T11:26:00.000-08:00

Right Side Of The Bed-Atreyu

And I can see her now
Dancing around, her drink in hand
All her baggage in tow
I just want to forget and let go
Of all the joy, all of the pain
I took your guilt and placed it into me
And now I kiss it goodbye
Our last dance ended fatall

Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died

And there she goes again
Another masquerade in false circumstance
She'll fuck you just for the taste
I just wish I could replace all the memories
Of what makes my blood run cold
And as your blood flows through me
I say goodbye to what we had

She came and went
I gnawed through my lip
Makeup smeared in her eyes
Each sob's a reason to say goodbye.

Sometimes when you're holding on
You'll never see the light
With flowers in her hair
Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes
She never looked so good
And I never felt so right
I felt so wrong

But I'm Fine..

2005-03-20T11:04:00.001-08:00

But I'm Fine
No no i swear to you
I'm ok i really am
i just wanna grab a razor a slit my wrist
but I'm fine...
i just wanna get a rope a hang myself
but I'm fine...
i just wanna swallow a bunch of pills
but I'm fine...
i just wanna get a gun and shoot myself
but I'm fine...
and i know you broke my heart
and i know you like her
and i know YOU made ME like this
but...I'm still fine...i guess